Monday, March 21, 2016

What Is Happening...

It's the last term of my last year of high school, and i'll I want is for it to end.
Drama.
Friends.
Relationships.
It all kinda went to shit.
I'm a tourist in this class and I know it.
But hey I'm still here writing when there wasn't an assignment.
Doesn't the mean something?
But anyways,
Back to my final days in these halls.
I want it to be great.
But I'm not living for each day anymore.
I'm using things in my future to keep me going.
I HATE the future.
So what I'm I doing?
How do I even begin to change this.
How do I make things happy and memorable like most ends should be?
I have no fucking idea.
I can't time travel going backwards or forwards trying to fix things.
And frankly I don't want to.
I have no regrets.
But the world is spinning,
The sun keeps setting,
I'm running out of time,
And there's not much left.
I must make my days memorable.


2 comments:

  1. Sometimes just having the desire to be alive and quit going through the motions is enough. And yeah, you're here writing when it wasn't even an assignment.

    So that's something.

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