Love is oblivion, and I'm scared.

i love you. 

Yes, you're on medication,
Yes, I may not know the real you,
But guessing fucking what,

I LOVE YOU.

I didn't want to make you choose between me and your family.
I wanted to be your family.

I LOVE YOU.

You got me watching the Notebook.
You made me put my heart in a notebook.
You are my notebook.
You are my Notebook.

i love you. 

You've got me eating a gallon of ice cream,
And drinking cider out of the bottle.

I LOVE YOU.

You were Neverland holding a ukelele,
And our hearts made beautiful music.

I LOVE YOU.

The wrinkles you got around your eyes when you smiled made me melt,
But now the dagger gets deeper every time I see you.

i love you.

You loved me more than anyone,
And yet you're questioning if it's real.

I LOVE YOU.

No matter how different we are I love the things we see the same.
Though you didn't feel normal with the world,
In my eyes you were the first normal person I'd ever met.

I LOVE YOU. 

No matter how much I love your brain,
I wish you would go with your heart,
And throw logic aside just this once.
For me.

i love you.

I never gave you enough compliments,
No matter how many were in my head,
It ended up coming out wrong.

I LOVE YOU.

Men are from Mars,
And women are from Venus,
But honey,
You took me past Pluto,
Because our hearts were going the speed of light.

I LOVE YOU.

I carried a stuffed animal around for two days because of you.

i love you.

Everything in your world is crumbling,
But somehow when I see you you're still happy.
could i not make you happy?

I LOVE YOU.

I don't know how things are going for us here on out,
But just know that still,

I LOVE YOU.

And I remember the time you said there was noting I could do to push you away,
But now I'm left with the thoughts that you didn't love me,
And I wasn't enough.
Not enough to fight,
Not enough to tell your parents,
Not enough see a future,
Not enough to surpass her.
I wish I had been enough for you. 
Because,

I MISS YOU.







"I'm in love with you, and I'm not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things. I'm in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we're all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we'll ever have, and I'm in love with you."
-Augustus Waters, The Fault In Our Stars