Sunday, March 13, 2016

EVERYTHING IS CHANGING

I've never been good with change.
Yet I see people who are still friends from elementary school,
And my latest friend is from ninth grade,
I don't even know why because I don't treat her the way I should.
She's saved me.

The biggest change of all:
I'm starting to like my family.

I'm being productive. I actually like the outdoors...
What the fuck is happening.

Yet, that hollow feel in his still there.
Even when it has no reason to be.

Things are great...
Right?

Or am I becoming what I despise...?
Is that why that feeling is still there?
Or does my brain just hate me...

Everything happens for a reason. 

You happened for a reason.
No matter how many times my heart has broken from being around you.

Stage crew happened for a reason,
But it scares me how ready I am to leave.

Why did this start?
When did this start?

But most importantly is it something I should be happy about...?

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