Friday, December 18, 2015

To Every Boy I've Loved Liked 


1 - Few words, no physical interaction, but 6 months means something...right?

2 - Our relationship was formed by peer pressure and hormones.

3 & 6 - Did we like each other or was it just desperate times?

4 - I was a bitch, but you were a creep. 

5 - I wasted three years on you, but I hope my best friend makes you happy.

3 & 6 - It was fun while it lasted, but I had to wake up. 

7 - I still love you. Even though your ego is bigger than your heart. 

8 - I tried to help you, but I couldn't even help myself. 

9 - I still can't decide if I was too much or if you were too lazy. 

10 - You are my Neverland.

Thursday, December 17, 2015

We Are The Lost Boys

We are the lost boys.
Unaccepted.
Forgotten.
Trying to help each other when we can't even help ourselves.
But darling we have Neverland.
We have our misfit family.
We walk through those doors like it's our second star to the right.
The pressure of the outside world dissipates just enough for us to figure out who we are.
Not just who they want us to be.
Pixie dust is your breath of fresh air,
And honey you are mine.
We are the lost boys,
And we don't have to think about the future.
So live with me today.
Soon I have to leave Neverland.
I'll have to leave you.
So please ignore the tears I shed towards the world to come.
Baby fly over the city with me.
Let's fly into the stars and get lost.
Like the way I feel when I look into your eyes for too long.
We are the lost boys,
And I hope we are never found.

Sunday, December 13, 2015

To Slender Auditore

I went through all your posts and picked out my favorite lines from each of them. Thank you for sharing your writing.


"i'll be able to have a good experience and be able to make you readers laugh and cry, but not at the same time. "

"But alas the curtain has closed on my wishful heart."

"We all have hats that we put on in order to feel accepted."

"That the difference between pain and love is time."

"Give Back The Dream Filled Eyes of Adventure!"

"Think differently with your life."

"I can break a person with no caliber."

"I JUST WANT TO CRY!!!"

"but even family members get busy."

"I believe that I have a heart, but all I hear is something ticking."

"If I fall than I fall freely."

"I took care of your tears when I could"

"Let me make you a mixtape."

"What would you do if I was no longer here?"

"You question why they are helping you."

"I want to see the world alive again, not just people"

"I'm terrified that after awhile sadly i'll finally see the blood covered bones of my hands."

"Make sure that you have a friend who is willing to be a child once more."

"The snap of his neck is deeply satisfying."

"I've been bottling it up all my life."

"that wonderful idiot known as out hearts."

"Get over it."

"I got lost in the back of my mind."

"We are never the sambas the day before, and we'll never be the same again either."

"Imagine you faint with love, simple, hopeless, a breath of fresh air."


I know this isn't much but this goes with a present I'm giving you tomorrow. I would post a picture, but eh a surprise is better haha.

Sunday, December 6, 2015

Black Out

 Chicago



Release me. I want to prevail.


Me

I am flesh and blood. I am real.


The Truth




I still long for you.


What I'm Told. What I Believe.

 Shrinking. Compared. Losing. Headed to poverty. It's a statistic. A reality we can avoid.


When I Talk To Myself


Surprise. We have nobody.


Love Story

 Standing in the bus. I reached out to her.


Broken


Two sisters tried to strangle their mom. Home left.


You

 I wrote a letter to his hollow eyes.


Darkness

Sad passing. The rest of us should not forget.


Parenting

We don't want our children. We have proposed returning them, but failed. Remains to be seen.